The last few days there is a quote in my mind:
“When God Closes a Door, Somewhere He Opens a Window” – Unknown
As yesterday or so I started to realize that my focus is still on some large project(s) I lost in the past business wise, while recently, or not even that recently, some other, smaller projects, customers have shown up. Most or all of them even through the person I lost the big project from.
Next to this I also noticed that my feelings kind of linger behind reality. As slowly, very slowly, some new projects are coming in, but nonetheless, they are new projects and they are promising, they are ‘future’. So somehow feeling is indeed something like a habit, something that doesn’t change overnight when things change.
And again, a bit the same like yesterday, I think for today enough is enough and it’s time to stop, as I did quite some things, even though I started very late.