Wow, I’m still happy with my Master Mind group for this project, for the project IFS. For learning how to be or become a leader, where I’m starting to understand that leadership is also or maybe about listening, but somehow also by deciding, taking charge. And yes, team and Master Mind seems to have been my main weakness, knowing everything myself, knowing everything better. And I may know a lot and I may know how I want it or how something could or should be done, but doing it alone is impossible, without other people supporting and doing part, or in most cases the majority, of the work you cannot achieve something big, something significant, something that ‘makes a dent in the world’ as Seth Godin states it.
And I ‘know’ that other people also know a lot, can do a lot. But somehow I still feel something like ‘I can do it better’, even though I’m starting to realize that’s not true. Cars and planes were invented and built and mass produced ‘without me’. Men flew to the moon without me. Most of the daily stuff I’m using and eating I wouldn’t even know how to produce or how to get here. And nothing, literally nothing of anythings serious I could do alone. It’s all already there, invented and made by other people and produced and brought to me by ‘organized effort’.
So again, what’s my role, what could I do, what should I do? Just be part of the system? That’s not my nature I guess. So yes, I guess I’ll have to take that leadership role, make something happen, start or continue the projects I believe in. And try to make other people believe in it too and make something happen in the world, something new, something that add value, not only for me, but also for all other people involved, maybe even to everybody in the world.
So yes, maybe finally I’m learning what I needed to learn all my life and what i never understood. Take my role and make it work.