I still have difficulty involving people, business wise as well as private. And it would be so much more fun to me if I could do things together with other people. Or yes, maybe lead them, guide them, yes, into what I want.
And I am just having a conversation about that with a friend of mine. As e.g. with this site I would like to make the tools part be bigger, have some value, but it took me months to even get the basics right. And as I couldn’t find anybody else to do it, to help me with it, I just did it myself. As usual. And somehow I don’t care, but I am starting to see that you could move so much faster if other people were involved. And no, I won’t stop, yes, I will continue adding tools, useful stuff. But also for me it’s just a sideline job and working alone on something like that can be very frustrating, especially if you are stuck.
Anyhow, that seems to be the story of my life and at least right now I’m just persisting in things, not giving up, no matter what, and that seems to have some result. Ah, yes, and for some things I’m in full control now, meaning I don’t depend on anybody else, while before I was depending on bosses and such. But like this project is fully mine, so nobody can stop me.
So yes, there is some advantage in doing something alone. Let’s stick with that for now, let’s hold on to that for now.