The last days, weeks I have been thinking I need something new and one of the thoughts is still that I need people to cooperate with, for work, my web development and internet marketing company as well as for this site, this project, Inspiration for Success.
I just feel so limited in what I can do alone, especially as recently I don’t have proper access to internet which causes an awful lot of stress and hassle. Like at the end of the day I decided to go down to the city to go to an internet cafe to do some important and quite urgent work for a customer for which I need continuous internet access and I don’t have that right now at home.
And yes, in the evenings there is no internet at all, meaning I did not write a lot on this site and on my related personal blog. As I am an evening, a night person and don’t function well in mornings. So I need quite some time to get going. But right now, again in an internet cafe and kind of tired, I actually just want to go home and can’t find much inspiration(?!) to continue the work. And I know there are also probably visitors at home right now and I also need some time to relax.
Ah, and yes, this internet stuff cost me also quite some time as I decided to write to some people high up in the organization of Smart as well as Globe, as these organizations who basically ‘own’ the Philippine phone and internet market, don’t seem to be able to deliver a simple internet connection of around 2Gb/s, which to me should not be something really difficult in 2014, even though our house is a bit remote. And until recently they were even able to deliver quite proper internet, although Smart in my experience has a better (internet) network and Globe always seemed to have some difficulties to deliver proper continuous access to the internet.
But I keep repeating myself and I have no clue how to make something inspirational out of this, neither for you guys as for me, although it seems that some of my actions to get at least one connection going seems to have had some result.
And of course I keep thinking of the ideas of Abraham Hicks and Napoleon Hill, like not what I want to do, but how I want to feel. And about persistence and that every disadvantage, every adversity bears within it some kind of opportunity. And yes, somehow I believe that’s true. But it’s not always easy.
So how to find something new? So how to find people to build things with?