The idea to find something to be happy about, no matter what, appeals to me. However, today I didn’t really succeeded in that. Somehow I’m still too much bothered with my financial situation and not feeling needed by anyone in a business type way. And the worst thing is that this is something that has been haunting me almost all my (grown up) life. And I still don’t really know what to do about it, even though I have learnt the last few months that ‘I’ am not defined by my capacity to earn or something. Still, I feel blocked in almost anything I want to do for fun, like traveling or even visiting friends or acquaintances. And I have the feeling I’m complaining here which I’m also quite sure I do. But I just feel frustrated not being needed by anyone in a business type of way with the things I like to do: web development, programming, internet marketing and everything around it. And I know I’m good at it. I know I have some specific ideas that are good. And I also know other people are good at it, just in a different way.
But the good thing maybe is that I have things to think about related to this project, related to Inspiration for Success. And I believe, i have to believe, that has to pay off somehow, somewhere, sometime, also in money or fame or something.
But for now, today, I just felt lousy. But a friend of mine just said that’s part of being human. And even Abraham Hicks I think confirms that.
So if you’re in that state, don’t worry. And even if I’m not seeing it right now, not feeling it right now, I know there will be a time when I’m feeling better. Probably tomorrow or maybe even earlier.