Most of my day today was stress, i just felt stress. The weird thing was, that finally I managed to start some work that I postponed for quite a while. So at least i started something I had postponed. Positive one would think.
However, at the end of the day I only felt negativity. And i realized that that was also what I ‘radiated’. I also realized that somehow indeed it all starts with ‘me’. That I couldn’t give or get what I wanted because of my state of being.
Then I got a text from someone who I believe can do things on a distance. So I ventured my frustration, but also asked him if he could send me some positive energy. He was willing to and he did. And it brought me in a more positive state of being, including tiredness from all that tension that I had felt.
So yes, ask and though shall be given.