I still don’t feel like writing here anymore, so what was in my mind today was what to do with that. And the answer ‘fake it’ came to me, although of course that is not a solution in the end.
And the ‘fake it’ I encountered at least two times, once when I read or heard about a priest who did not believe anymore in God. And he was advised to just ‘fake it’ (in order to keep his job etc.).
And I also heard it in a movie. Forgot the name, but it was a spy movie with Al Pacino as one of the main characters.
Anyhow, I can’t keep faking it, so I have to find some kind of solution to keep writing here.
And the best thing is to achieve success, as that is what the site is all about in the end.