Wow, another post I want to write and I don’t feel any inspiration at the moment. But I can still be proud of myself as I just saw that this is post number 61 and as I wrote most of the posts and only missed one day or so I think I achieved quite a goal and showed quite some discipline. And I thought and I am still thinking I really had no discipline, but facts now show differently. For the last months, or maybe even the last half year with the things I kind of ‘put on myself’ I have been very successful, even though they are and were little things, at least in my opinion.
And that’s what a friend of mine recently told me, that I’m so hard on myself. And I guess she is right. It felt as if she is right. But my main question is still that if I am so hard on myself, or actually just have been pushing and persisting all my life, why did I not achieve the real success yet? I’m really confused with that, although I see more and more why, as success requires a lot more than just ‘push, push, push’ or work hard and be persistent. Indeed, it seems the harder I force or forced myself, the less successful I was. So recently I am a lot easier on myself, more relaxed, and it seems indeed that things go more ‘on their own’, more natural.
The weird and scary part is still that I hardly have any money left, actually even the opposite, and no clear picture of the future. And those things I always had, at least I thought I had. But still, I feel also less scared, so somehow it seems I’m making progress. Somehow it seems I’m starting to understand.
And I guess that’s all about The Secret or the one thing that Napoleon Hill doesn’t specifically describes in Think and Grow Rich. Somehow you need to figure it out yourself, somehow the whole thing is about, well, don’t know how to describe, but I’m starting to get the feel about it. Somehow it’s about taking charge in a natural way, without all the ‘push, push, push’ and that’s also what Lynn Grabhorn wrote about. The big thing, the really big thing, doesn’t seem to be that difficult and it seems you can only understand it ‘when you are there’.
So where are you?
And this reminds me that one of the ideas of the site was to connect ‘inspirors’ with ‘people who need inspiration’. So we need to find a way how to do that.
For now of course we can do that manually, so just e-mail us or write something in a comment.