It is strange to see how somehow my behavior changed with planning and discipline. As it is very late right now and I even forgot one of the items on my list today. Unfortunately it was not a big thing so I just finished it in a few minutes.
And the weirdest change is that I don’t question anymore whether I’m going to do things or not. If I planned it as a real to-do item without any maybe or something, I’ll just do it. And staying at a party tonight was in that way also a deliberate choice. I just balanced enjoying at the party against still writing this post tonight, sending my daily quote and updating my Dutch blog right now, after this.
And yes, sometimes I will just minimize things, like just writing a short post here. Or indeed if it is very late or if I get the feeling I planned too many days on a day I will also shorten the time I planned, or the effort. And sometimes, very sometimes even do things ‘in the spirit’ and not really as I think I ‘should’ do them. But the last is very rare.
So yes, something has changed, somehow. Somehow I have developed a habit of finishing things. And I’m still not sure if I’m really happy with it or if it really will bring me success, but something changed and somehow it feels good.