As you may know I’m doing the thirty day program from the Law of Attraction and today I read this as the text to start the day:
“If theres an opportunity to praise, Im going to praise. If theres an opportunity to criticize, I’m going to keep my mouth shut and try to meditate. If I feel like criticizing Ill say, here Kitty, Kitty, and Ill pet my cat til that feeling goes away. Within 30 days of mild effort, you can go from one of the most resistant people on the planet, to one of the least resistant people on the planet. And then those who are watching you will be amazed at the amount of manifestations that begin to occur in your physical experience.” – Abraham Hicks
And I’m starting to see what all these things mean, what the Law of Attraction or The Secret or Think and Grow Rich or all the other books and courses and philosophies for a better life are all about. So after waking up and realizing that I am starting to understand or now really understand what it’s all about. It’s indeed about just being happy, no matter what. Focusing on the positive, no matter what. And I never understood those things and it has been a long journey for me. But it is what this site is all about, trying to make you understand earlier, make you experience earlier that you can be happy, no matter what.
You see, it is so weird to see that my circumstances somehow have never been as bad as they are now, but then I’m just talking about my material circumstances, the amount of money I have as of the moment, or actually I feel I have, or actually don’t have. But I’m more happy than I have ever been, and somehow that’s indeed a choice and I have read about that many times and i never understood, but I’m starting to understand now. And I’m also starting to understand that it is indeed a ‘secret’ as I guess you have to experience it. It cannot be ‘taught’ and as I mentioned earlier, it has been a long journey for me, a journey of searching, something like lifelong searching. And yes, somehow in the back of my mind I’m still scared that I will lose this feeling, this happiness. But somehow I also know you cannot lose something like this.
So how will I share this? It all started a long time ago, I guess when I was a teenager, being gay, being lonely. And last year, about a year ago, I think that’s the point where things started to turn around. And indeed it was the lowest point of my life until then as I felt that I had lost everything, literally everything that was worth living for. So I was about to give up, commit suicide, but somehow that didn’t happen. And then things started to come to me, although even disguised in some very bad things, looking backwards. And it started with some books coming to me, especially the book Think and Grow Rich. And it started with my desire document. But it also started with some kind of decision from me, the decision that things would be different. That indeed as Napoleon Hill states, I would not accept circumstances to define my life, to define how things were going to be.
So yes, this journey is wonderful, as while writing things seem to start falling into place more and more. The things that seem to be contradictory are less contradictory than they appear to be or they are not contradictory at all.
And yes, I’m starting to understand more and more why all those people having these ‘self help type sites’ want to share this kind of experience as that’s what I also want to do now.
But I guess enough for now. Just maybe improve the page about the Law of Attraction with these thoughts, so it can be shared better with you, with people who are not yet where I am now in order to help them on their journey, hopefully increase the speed of their process so they/you can be happier earlier in your life than I am.