Strange, I was thinking about that basically I don’t want to live, meaning I seem to have a very negative mindset and today’s question is “Does your presence have a negative influence on other people as a rule”?
And I know I read the question before, or at least that was in my mind, so I must have thought about it earlier or somehow it stuck in my mind.
And still, even though I have the feeling my presence in general has a negative influence on other people I can’t really confirm that, as today e.g. I had two positive experiences, like people seeming to like my presence.
And I am not really sure how to continue right now as I am very tired and need some rest.
Maybe the most important lessons I learned recently is acknowledge more what is going on, especially allowing negative feelings and thoughts just to be there.
And that helps a lot.