Well, I guess this will be the last thing of my day. Or at least one of the last things. And as yesterday, I don’t really know what to write right now. Still in the middle of some relationship hick-ups, but that didn’t stop me from working on DoctorsConnect (as it might have before). So something has changed, even though I felt very bad today when I woke up (not so late) until I got up (quite a bit later). And I am still working on this site and write in my personal blog virtually every day, even though I was not able to keep my team motivated (inspired?) to really work on the site and the related project I have in mind.
And I still have no clue where this is all going, as (again) I don’t have any paying projects now, which is kind of awkward, but somehow Napoleon Hill‘s Think and Grow Rich has made given me more belief that some day my effort, my persistence, will pay off and that one day I will receive some benefit from everything that I have done. Still struggling with things like God or Infinite Intelligence as I still somehow consider it very unfair how unhappy I am related to the amount of effort I did and do.
But today I heard somewhere that there are still more than a billion people without clean (drinking) water and I know there are also many, many people without enough food. So in the end I guess it is all relative as I also understood that our helper and her husband may be happier in their relationship and life than I am, despite the fact that they earn less than USD 10.00 per day. So it’s certainly not all about money (but money helps).
So well, let’s see what 2015 has in mind for me. The start was not that bad, at least not in my feeling, as somehow my attitude, my outlook changed for the good over the last few years. And I think that’s a big gain.