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Amazing

JollibeeYesterday I went to the mall and while in the mall, looking for somewhere to eat or while eating, suddenly it hit me how abundant life indeed is for almost every human being, but how more for me. You see, I have no money left in my bank account so I used my credit card, meaning someone was willing to give me money, even though I don’t have anymore myself. And I only took something like EUR 200.00 while my credit limit is something like EUR 2,500.00, so I could have gotten and still can get a lot more. So I felt rich with my PHP 10,000.00 that I got from the ATM, even though of course I know there are some drawbacks with this thing. But again, that is negative thinking, so yesterday I tried to look at the positive side and I really felt rich, really lived in the moment and I still do. So I got this PHP 10,000.00 from the ATM and realized how much equipment, capital, work, etc., etc. is behind this simple transaction. Because someone has put that money in the ATM so I could get it out. And someone is maintaining records somewhere in a computer to make my Credit Card work. Also people have built those programs and this infrastructure to make that all work. And I had and have nothing to do with that. It all happens without me, without me even really knowing, without me mostly even realizing. And it is not only now, but it also has a long history of people doing things, as those machines and stuff can only be built with metal and stuff, where metal making was invented long, long time ago. And all those programs have been built on other, more basic programs, also long time ago. And the infrastructure like cabling and buildings and whatever more you can think of has also been built, being created over a long time. So many, many people are being and have been involved in this little transaction of mine.

And it goes further, as I went to Jollibee, the Philippine fast food branch similar to McDonalds (well, just the one that I know best, no offense to similar fast food chains). So when I stood in line I realized that everything there was also amazing and that many, many, many people were and are involved in my simple little meal. People had built the building in which this branch is located and someone had decided to open this specific Jollibee branch. And many, many people have been involved, have been working to grow or create the food. That food has probably taken months to ‘grow’, or even years if you think about the cow meat produced for the meat in the hamburger. But on shorter term deliveries have been made to this specific branch and the food has been prepared by the people inside. And I looked at the paper wrapper around my hamburger and realized that had also been produced and someone had folded it around my hamburger.

So I ate and when I left I realized someone would clean up my mess after I left and people would clean the store during or after opening hours. So yes, again many people were, are and will be of service to me, even after I have left, mostly without even knowing, without realizing.

So yes, its really amazing what we all created. And it’s just there and we just use it, mostly without realizing, mostly just taking it for granted.

Happy and tired

Well, I’m in a weird phase at the moment. Many things kind of came to a stop in kind of a ‘finished’ state, like ‘nothing more to do’, like ‘I’ve done my part, no ‘someone’  or ‘something’ needs to do the rest. But while writing maybe that’s what my whole process of the last year, or even of my life until now was all about. I’ve done so many things, ‘fought’ so hard for all kinds of things, mainly success or money and recently relationship. And now slowly I have something like ‘I’ve done enough’.

So maybe indeed let the Universe handle things now a bit more. Maybe indeed I do deserve a bit of rest. And no, I don’t want to stop working, doing things, hell no. I’ve been there around ten years ago and when I started working again around eight years ago I was so happy having some purpose in my life again. So no, I still want to do things. But as of now I don’t know exactly for whom or what, but I do know I planted many seeds, so hopefully something comes out of it. Or actually, logically speaking, something ‘must’ come out of it.

Anyhow, actually I just wanted to let you all know that today I was really happy. It was one of the first times i roamed around in the mall and in City Hardware enjoying all the stuff there, even though i don’t have the physical money at the moment to buy anything, although I could still use the credit limit on my credit card. But that’s not the point. I was just happy seeing all this abundance, just wanting it, just allowing myself to want it. And it felt so good. And I realized that I have been limiting myself, that I have always thought like ‘it’s too expensive’ or ‘I (or you) have to work hard for it’. But I’m starting to realize that’s not true. No one can work for all the abundance that is in the world today. No one could hardly ‘make’ one simple little thing that is for sale in shops. So it’s not in how much you earn or something. We and all people before us and maybe even ‘nature’  before us made it possible that we have all those things today and can just go to a shop and ‘buy’ it.

So I’m starting to believe more and more that it’s about finding ways to distribute all the stuff we are capable of making (and owning, using). And maybe indeed just ‘allowing’ ourselves to want it, to own it, to find a way to ‘get it’, ‘receive it’.

And I’m still not fully sure how that ‘receiving’ exactly works, but there is much more to all those things I read related to things like Law of Attraction than i initially thought.

To be continued…

P.S. And yes, I somehow felt tired today. But not so much anymore. So I’ll write about that another time.

Law of attraction and stuff

So this morning I was reading again in Lynn Grabhorn’s book and found there is a lot of Law of Attraction stuff in there, more than I read before. And something about the thirty day program and energy flow again.

So somehow I decided to start my own thirty day program today and find some positive focus area for today, which I decided would be my left hand. Not sure why, but while looking at it it’s really amazing, a hand. And it’s with me for fifty years already and I realized it is being renewed every seven years as that’s the life span of cells in a body if I remember well. So it’s not the hand from seven years ago, it’s a completely new hand, except for the nerve cells as they don’t renew if again I remember well.

So while thinking about my left hand I realized there must be something bigger creating that. Or not really ‘bigger’, but some kind of force, some kind of consciousness creating something like a hand. Amazing.

So who or what is ‘creating’ actually. Again, a very weird question. And indeed, it’s not the ‘ego’ that’s creating. Or is it? Is there just ‘one’, ‘one consciousness’. And is there also just one ‘ego’? I guess so, but then why split up? Why split up in something like six billion ‘beings’? Or even split up further as there is much more in the Universe and everywhere than I as a human could probably know or imagine?

Yes, really amazing, just a left hand and something like ‘being’, something like ‘creation’.

Things are going ok

Things are going OK at the moment. So many opportunities it seems. And I’m trying to, well, take them, but i’m used to getting, grabbing and things like that, not receiving.

I know I deserve something, that I did the wishing, hoping, work, whatever. So it’s about time I can enjoy the fruits of my sowing. But somehow I don’t allow myself to enjoy, to receive.

Maybe that’s just it, ‘the secret’. I watched the movie a few days ago and I see it’s all the same thing, it’s also exactly in Think and Grow Rich, just The Secret and the Law of Attraction and being ready for it and such.

So when am I ready, when are you ready for abundance, for just living, for just enjoying life?

The Secret

The Secret

Wow, it’s time to turn the tone of my posts and maybe this website around as I guess most of my posts were about what I’m not happy with, what I don’t want. And it was deliberate, because I want to attract you, you, who were probably in the same situation as I was, unhappy, nothing seemed to work, things like that.

But it’s simple to turn that around, maybe not easy, but simple. You know, I just saw the movie “The Secret” again, or actually the first time for real. And that movie is all about the “Law of Attraction“. And it made me realize that probably most of my posts are about what I don’t want, not about what I want.

Maybe just write a bit about what I want, what I really want. And that’s not even that exciting I guess, although I do have some big dreams, but these last don’t really need to come true, they’re just big dreams. Actually I just want to work a bit, do some useful work I like and other people like me to do. Then travel a bit, just go to Davao or so every few months, yes with our own car. And travel the world a bit again, but the last maybe even more for my partner than for me as I already saw most of the world.

And I like the end of the movie, as it says what I also really believe: that all religions and such and all famous or successful say about the same. That everything is in the mind, that everything we create comes from our thoughts. That’s even the basic idea of the book Think and Grow Rich that was the origin of this site.

And looking at my life right now and also looking to some past (big) events related to the Law of Attraction it seems it’s really true. My life seems indeed reflecting the thoughts I have most in my mind. So whatever it is, I should be happy about it, as it means the Law of Attraction really works, even though I was not happy with what’s in my life until today, except for a few limited periods, a few years.

And thinking(?!) now, it’s indeed simple, but not really easy to apply the Law of Attraction for the good as most of us, including me, are so programmed with all kinds of beliefs like we have to work hard or do everything ourselves. But I know that is not true, it cannot be true, because what one physical human being can do is only so little. There must be more, there must be something more and apparently the only way to, well, be rich or something, is tapping into that ‘other power’ that indeed is inside ourselves, but also outside as it’s not directly visible on this physical plain we’re living our human life.

So be careful what you think or say. It’s also one of the strongest sentences in Think and Grow Rich like there should be large penalties on uttering negative words or statements to other people like things cannot be done. Things can be done.

So make sure you encourage people, encourage yourself. And while writing this I think that’s also what great leaders do: encourage people.