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Tired after a long trip

I am tired after quite a long travel day where I and many others had to wait quite a long time for the ferry to bring us from Cebu to Negros. But I keep thinking about the teachings of Abraham Hicks, especially where he states that many, many things need to line up to make things happen and I am starting to trust more and more that thing happen for a reason and I am trusting Infinite Intelligence more and more to give and bring me the things I need and want. And today it meant I was not so worried that I woke up a little later than planned and that I was held up a little longer in the hotel than I wanted. And I was right, because the moment I arrived at the bus terminal a bus was waiting for me, a bus about to leave, that indeed left five or ten minutes after I arrived.

And there was more, as I found a seat that was perfect because it brought me into contact with some very nice people that even may be good contacts for the future. But even if it was just for today, or today and tomorrow or something, it was a good contact.

And yes, I was annoyed as there was no ferry, that we had to wait an awful lot of time for the ferry to arrive, only to find out that it didn’t leave because the weather was still too bad. But again, the reason was probably that I had to meet Rony (not sure about the spelling of his name) from Norway, with whom I had a very nice conversation and who seemed very close to me as a person.

And yes, I’m still a bit annoyed as I probably have to extend my stay in Dumaguete, meaning I have to let John wait for my arrival. But yes, there must be good reasons for that, as it seems that if I just listen to my inner voice things just turn out to be right.

So yes, trust your inner voice and follow it and you can’t go wrong.

Alone

So somehow today, and maybe some more time than I thought before, was an alone day. So I was searching for alone quotes and sent one. And I found another one for this post:

“if you wanted to do something absolutely honest, something true, it always turned out to be a thing that had to be done alone.” – Richard Yates.

So for example with this website, with the project Inspiration for Success, it still feels I’m alone, no matter there is a team. And somehow I’m not good with teams, with people, at least not in relation to projects, to achieving something (together).

And indeed, going back to Inspiration for Success, I have big ideas and big plans for this project and this website. But somehow, until now, I was not able to convey that, the whole idea to the team. And I know somehow I’m trying to do something virtually impossible, something weird, and it even changed and changes over time. And often it feels like I’m not the right person to do this, to make my ideas, my dreams come true, e.g. with this website, this project. As somehow I’m still not able to inspire or motivate people to do the work, to really actually do some more things.

And yes, maybe I’m the wrong person, maybe it’s the wrong team, maybe it’s the wrong time, maybe…

But still, something deep inside me says I should push through with this, try to get my message to the world. And I’m not even sure why or how, even though of course I also have all those voices in my head telling me what to do or not do like everybody seems to have.

So where to go from here? I have no clue actually. But maybe indeed I should use the ideas from the Law of Attraction and focus more on what I have in mind, what the end result should be. And not so much on how to get there.

And maybe this is still also the right post to tell my little story about a project I have been working on for a few days, a few weeks, and check that project against the Principles of Success. Or no, maybe indeed make that a page: sample application of the principles of success. But here I have a problem, as I don’t want to offend our Editor in Chief, who made a stand for delivering quality pages. So the link I have put may not work yet as a page has to be approved by our Editor in Chief.

So yes, somehow I’m trying to do something honest and true with Inspiration for Success. And it seems indeed that it is something I may have to do alone, somehow. As I can’t do it alone and don’t want to do it alone. But maybe indeed being the leader somehow means you are alone and you have to do it alone, even if there is a team supporting you.

Cannot be coincidence

I just kind of accidental walked to our book closed, took out the book The Buddha and his Dhamaa, opened it somewhere, and found this:

34. “When I see how the nature of pleasure and pain are mixed, i consider royalty and slavery as the same; a king does not always smile, nor is a slave always in pain.

35. “Since to be a king involves a wider range of responsibility, therefore, the sorrows of a king are great; for a king is like a peg, – he endures trouble for the sake of the world.

36. “A king is unfortunate, if he places his trust in his royalty which is apt to desert and loves crooked turns; and, on the other hand, if he does not trust in it, then what can be the happiness of a timid king?

37. “And since after even conquering the whole earth, one city only can serve as a dwelling place and even there only one house can be inhabited, is not royalty mere labour for others?

38. “And even in royalty nothing more than one pair of garments is all he needs, and just enough food to keep off hunger; so only one bed, and only one seat is all that a king needs; other distinctions ar only for pride.

Just what I needed today, so Infinite Intelligence is there and helping me, and you.