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No clue

I have no clue what to write about right now. I am still kind of bothered with all this internet stuff, even though I decided to NOT work on that today, but do something tomorrow with it, about it. But not easy as even while I was checking this page and writing right now I see that is messed up by the Globe malware/spyware. And yes, that’s what I learned, that sticking to decisions is quite helpful, even though it’s not always easy. As it makes life kind of simpler. And I learned some discipline, like finishing all the tasks I put to myself every day. And mostly I do, even though every now and then it’s just too much and I allow myself to stop, to rest.

And that still seems to be one of my weaknesses, that I’m just planning too much on one day. And/or just continue going, even though maybe I should stop, say stop to myself. But that’s still kind of a dilemma to me, as I still kind of presume that successful people are busy. And yes, mostly they are. But I also am, even though I often allow myself to do ‘nothing’.

But yes, I also agree with what I read somewhere, that successful people often don’t work so hard. That they somehow manage to get things done without too much effort. And that must be like putting other people to work or something. But somehow that’s not it.

So yes, still some secret there, something I still don’t get. As I am persistent, if not just very stubborn, can work hard and often do more than I see other people do and somehow it doesn’t seem to work.

So what about you? Are you successful? So what’s your secret? Or are you not and still kind of struggling like me?

Please let me know your thoughts.

Discipline and planning

i am getting going again, but this whole internet stuff has cost me a lot of time and stress. And having internet back is a big relief, but my ISP adding malware/spyware to webpages causes a lot of stress still as I encounter this continuously testing webpages.

But I am starting to get more feel about planning and I know more about discipline now, so I will make progress.

And could still use some active team members to enhance the site. With content or with programming tools.

Something different

Well, I was thinking writing more of the posts I usually write doesn’t really add anything, so I guess I’ll find some time to work on the login so people can subscribe and we can give some real inspirational service.

What would inspire me

I don’t feel much inspiration at the moment. This whole internet stuff, having no proper internet at home, has cost me a lot of energy and time. And I’m kind of a chaotic person, planning is not really my strength, so I like to do things a bit ‘ad hoc’, like when something comes into my mind I just want to do it, and often they are things I need internet access for. And as of the moment I can’t do that.

And yes, I tried to plan a bit better, like doing things in an internet cafe like I do right now. But it’s very inconvenient and I was just called to join my partner and a friend for dinner, so now it’s not easy to change my schedule as if I go home after I can’t finish this post and my other things I do for this site and for my personal blog/site because there is hardly internet.

Or maybe I can, as my partner still has an iPhone that has something like a personal hot spot that I can use to finish the posts later. So maybe that’s the solution for now.

But what I started this post with is what would inspire me, inspire me to do more for this site. And I know the answer, as the first thing I need is people who would want to make this work together with me. And yes, I have a team, but the team is not operational and is basically doing nothing, although I know at least one of them is reading my posts on a regular basis. And at least one likes my daily inspirational quote sent by e-mail.

But still, I feel alone and also don’t see much value at the moment for this site as I also didn’t manage to add more of the tools stuff I have in mind.

And yes, I found someone who was also interested to write, so maybe that’s a new start.

But yes, I could use some inspiration from other people. But maybe that’s just the thing that’s not there for me, in this life or something. As that was even the start of this site, me not feeling inspired by my dad or anyone else.

So if you want to help or inspire me, please do. Even a short comment would already help as that would mean at least someone reads this. But again, I know people do from the statistics. So maybe for now it’s just enough and I can just go on until it’s the time to reap.

Ah, and patience was and maybe still is my thing, my thing to learn.

Anyhow, thanks for reading, for visiting this site.

Guus

Inspiring post

Lately I’m a bit lost and confused. And when I am I often kind of stop doing things. And to get out of that often I write down things, make some schedule or to-do list. Or since I know about segment intending, I write down the next segments. Or segments for the day. And I even consider making monthly or yearly or lifetime segments. And doing that today, trying to make my day a bit more useful, feel a bit better, I created a segment IFS. And in this segment I am writing the English post for IFS. And I want to accomplish to write an inspiring post. And i want to feel that I wrote something useful.

So that’s why I titled this post “Inspiring post”. And so this is what the segment looks like:

Segment IFS.

In this segment I am writing the English post for IFS.

I want to accomplish to write an inspiring post.

I want to feel that I wrote something useful.

And the weird thing with this segment intending is that mostly, or maybe even always, I find afterwards that I indeed accomplished what I wanted to accomplish and feel like I wanted to feel. But writing it down so plainly now doesn’t make it easier, although maybe it is just inspiring what I am writing down here as this is really something that works and gives you some grip on your life, on your feelings when you are lost or don’t know what to do or are overwhelmed or so.

And I’m not sure about you, but I find myself often wanting to do too many things in a day. Like right now I would love to continue with the tools side of inspiration for Success, of this site, but I already planned quite a lot of things and one of the main things I planned for today is also some relaxation time. Some time tonight I want to just stop and feel free, feeling like I did the things I wanted to do, did the things that I am supposed to do from a spiritual point of view. As often I beat myself up so hard for where i stand, for who I am, for what I did or didn’t do.

And that just doesn’t make sense, as i’m just a human being doing his best, just like you. And somehow human beings have limitations they can’t bypass, even if they feel the want or need to. And somehow they are built to want that, act like that, bypassing their own limits.

And yes, that’s how humans are built, that probably even the purpose of human beings, passing limits and boundaries that realistically cannot be bypassed. But they did, and indeed prove day after day that something like impossible doesn’t exist.

Which makes me think of the quote “They didn’t know it was impossible, so they did it.”, a quote.attributed to Mark Twain.