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Home safely

Well, I decided to skip to write on Saturday as I was at a wedding of a family member quite far away, something I don’t do lightly, but the trip was quite far.

And right now I just arrived home from that trip, that was also a bit a trip to bond with the family and my partner.

So I think it’s enough for now, but I guess the weekend gave me enough inspiration for writing here with some more inspiring stuff the rest of the week.

So hope to see you tomorrow here.

Relax

Today was a bit a weird day as I didn’t feel doing a lot of things. Still I managed to get my development server running and found out that my new hard disk is not okay, so I’ll have to change it.

And it is very much time to evaluate this site, the site and project Inspiration for Success, as it didn’t bring me much success yet, at least not the success I’m looking for. And I’m not sure if my habit of writing every day a post is a good habit as I don’t really feel inspired recently

So yes, while thinking of all the readings about success I should continue, as success is just beyond the point where you kind of lose hope. But I’m getting tired and as of the moment I don’t really see where this site, this project is going and I don’t have a lot of energy going on, as it feels like nothing is coming back.

So yes, somehow I would love to finish and extend the IFS Tools, but without any users, even including me, it’s not much fun (anymore). As yes, I still feel alone with this, as with many things in life.

So what’s this all about?

And I’m thinking about what John said, that I should give solutions here. But I don’t want to be like all those other sites and bloggers, as there is already so much of the same self help stuff annoying people with pop-ups asking for e-mail addresses and then sending you e-mails regularly, sometimes even every day. And no, nothing wrong, as I’m doing the same with the daily quote, but in the end it seems mostly about selling and not about helping people.

So yes, I could use some feedback here.

Love

Saw the end of a movie and somehow in the end it’s all about love. And the more I think about it, love is the strangest thing in the world, as it seems to make the most impossible relationships between humans possible, somehow seems to connect everything. Even The Matrix, one of my most favorite movies, I think in the end is about love, something ‘the machines’ don’t even understand.

And who would understand this type of thing called love, even though I believe somehow it’s also a choice, a choice to love someone, no matter what. For quite a while I believed Love is a verb, but still there seems to be more also to it.

So let’s be grateful there is something called like love, dealing with all our failures, mistakes, flaws and whatever we perceive as negative. Let’s celebrate!

Quiet

Things feel a bit quiet right now, but I hope it is the quiet before the storm. Nothing much to say today also and as usual it’s quite late, even though I wrote my Dutch post much earlier today.

So I think I’ll just call it quits for now.

Thanks for opening this page anyhow.

Empty

My mind is a bit empty as it was a very busy day as I planned a bit too much. But somehow I still managed to finish everything I planned, even though the start of the day was very emotional, which kind of turned me off.

So nothing really inspirational to say, except that the day ended good and had some nice surprises, including a phone call with someone from a submarine cable company, a company that at first was not that easy to reach. But no, I didn’t get the sixty rejections yet that I often read about when people want something, so maybe I’m lucky by only having to send five or ten e-mails before I get a reply.

And I still don’t get why so many people, so many companies don’t reply to e-mails, as to me that is just courtesy and also something I learned. And often I am wondering if I am so bad in replying to e-mails, but I don’t think so, even though of course sometimes also I don’t reply to e-mails of people that deserve to be replied to.

Anyhow, it is late and it has been a busy day, so I’ll sleep soon. I wish you all a good day or good night, whatever applies to you.