One needs a lot of persistence when creating a post from an iPhone as that is what I am doing right now as both our internet service providers seem to have given up to provide us with proper internet using a fixed wireless connection. This is very weird to me as one provider has provided us already with a proper connection since 2006, but it seems in 2014 they can’t anymore. And the other one was not as good, but in general faster, but they also gave up and even disconnected us waiting for new technology to be installed which will probably will take months. I’ll try the same with my customers and I’m quite sure within a week I won’t have customers anymore. In the mean time not sure what to do as running an internet company and blog daily without internet is not easy. And this again is what they call progress, but to me still embarrassing to the industry as even having a backup connection doesn’t seem to be enough. But yes, the post is there but the whole thing is not really inspiring to me.
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Persistence or being stubborn
It is two o’clock in the morning and I was asking myself if I am just being stubborn or stupid doing my daily Inspiration for Success thing or if this could translate into persistence related to achieving success. And there are several related questions in my mind also, as I’m not sure if I would ask from anyone else to spend this one hour or so at the end of the day doing something that’s not that important. Or is it important. Or would I ask it from someone else or would I suggest it to someone else who wants to achieve success, who wants to be really successful, really rich like I want.
But somehow I have been doing this kind of thing all my life and it didn’t work out. Pushing through, keeping doing things. But somehow I also have the feeling that if I just keep going, just keep writing, just keep insisting I want Active Discovery this web development company in Cagayan de Oro City with its own building and with around two hundred people, qualified people, happy people and people making a decent living and enjoying their work and enjoying supporting their customers. And of course a company that serves its customers well and delivers quality services and products that make customers satisfied and happy.
And no, I have no plan for that, at least not anymore. And it seems that’s the main thing missing, but I’m too tired of it all, of trying to build this company, trying, yes, to help myself and trying to help The Philippines, help Filipino people to have decent local jobs so they don’t have to go abroad, away from their family. And I still believe my intention was good. But somehow it all fell apart and I have no clue how to get where I want to get with that.
And yes, that was one of the reasons I felt very down today. As it felt I was coming back to, came back to a place where there is nothing left and a place where I don’t see any future, not anymore. As I tried so hard and it didn’t work out (until now?). With Active Discovery and with The Malasag House. And yes, somewhere deep down I still want all of that, still want the things that I had in mind when we started Active Discovery and when we moved to The Malasag House. But I have no clue how as I can’t find any Master Mind or something and I have no clue about any plan.
And yes, now there is also Inspiration for Success and even Philippine Insurances and an idea for a Philippine Real Estate website.
And yes, somehow I lost the focus, or don’t have focus or should have more focus. But if you try to find people to cooperate with and you can’t find them for one project then you might want to try something else, wouldn’t you? And yes, you might also want to try to do it alone, but that’s not easy as sometimes it’s just too much work and sometimes it’s just too lonely. And today I wrote in my Dutch post that I have the feeling I do so much, often more than the average person. Like I try to fulfill my promises to other people and even though I sometimes fail, I often feel so much left alone by other people who made promises to me and didn’t fulfill their promise, people who gave me hope and then just didn’t perform, didn’t do what they promised.
So I often wonder if I am that bad, if I also leave other people alone with the things I promised. But somewhere deep inside I feel like I’m doing more, trying more than the people that made promises to me.But it makes me insecure, because of course you never know those things.
So yes, I still want everything, still want success, still want to build this company and still want to rebuild The Malasag House and let it come alive again, but this time for the good, this time better, this time for real. But I have no clue how and I somehow also can hardly find that feeling place as so many things went wrong, so many things didn’t work out and so many things take so much effort to make them work or turn them around.
So yes, maybe this whole blog, this whole site is just me crying for help, crying for people to help me make all these things come true, crying for people who can see that leadership of ideas and hard work in me and are willing to go with me, for me.
You wanna help, wanna be part of those dreams? So much good can come out of all that, out of my dreams. So please let me know if you want to help, so I can also help you and help The Philippines and the Filipino people.
Progress
I just wrote in my Dutch, more personal, blog, where I also write daily and mostly that is the one I normally write latest as this site, the site of Inspiration for Success, and the related project, the related things I want to achieve in the world, with the world, for the world, are much more important to me, even though the start of this project, this site actually lies in my personal blog.
So I’m not sure what I should write about right here as my mind is a bit empty as I already wrote a lot. So maybe I should just stop here, stop now and maybe try later. Or may don’t try and just leave it like this.
So for now I’ll just wish you a happy day.
All the same, all branded
I am in Dumaguete now and it used to be a very laid back provincial town. And I am in a branded internet cafe with very irritating advertising on the bottom of the screen.
So I’m just going to leave.
And I did and I think it was kind of offensive to the staff, against Philippine culture. And I’m not sure if the staff got the point as I just kind of ran past them mumbling something about being annoyed with the advertizing.
But apparently Infinite Intelligence had something else, something good for me, even though I was quite stunned the person who I have been talking with for a few hours right now just left after I went to the bathroom. And I didn’t even get his name and was not able to give him my business card, my contact details. So yes, weird, but that’s how Infinite Intelligence often works, in ways you don’t understand, but that in the end serve some purpose.
So I left Robinsons mall very quickly after my being annoyed with the advertising on the screen in Netopia, which is actually a famous brand and yes, the type of professional business I want to have. And this whole thing made me think more about being successful as described by Napoleon Hill and the way that is being implemented by many companies at the moment doesn’t seem the way as intended, like serving customers, serving people.
So what I see around me are all big brands, big companies having all kinds of procedures and policies in place and having employees who are supposed to work like robots implementing and following all those procedures and policies and having little room for ‘person-to-person’ interaction. And maybe The Philippines is worse in this respect than e.g. The Netherlands, the country where I was born, but I also have noticed this more and more in The Netherlands and surrounding countries, that there are mainly procedures and policies and laws being implemented and that there is no more room for making decisions by people, basically making any business type communication and negotiation impossible.
And that’s what I don’t like, being treated like, well like a part of the system, like a request being handled, maybe even like a problem being dealt with. And I’m not sure what the ‘handling’ staff think about it, but when I ask most of the staff of those organizations implementing those procedures and policies while servicing clients also don’t like it. As also at HSBC where a few days ago I couldn’t deposit a check for a bank-to-bank transfer from my account at RCBC Savings Bank to my account at HSBC. And yes, their reason was very valid based on preventing of white washing practices. But from a human point of view it was very weird as I was there in person with a check in my name from an account to my name with a Philippine drivers license in my name. So any reasonable thinking employee would know that this transfer was just a transfer from my own account to another of my accounts in another bank. And yes, theoretically it probably could be a transaction in a money laundering scheme, but taking that the check just had an amount that would add my balance to my minimum balance and I even explained to the staff that that was the reason and that I didn’t want to have so much cash with me, which is also understandable. And no, I don’t carry my passport with my visa stamp in it all the time, as normally I wouldn’t need it and try to avoid the risk of losing it. So yes, I do bring my drivers license that fits in my wallet and also confirms I’m a Philippine resident as you can only have a Philippine drivers license if you are a resident.
Anyhow, I’m still not sure how to improve the system, as my mistake in the check was a real mistake that should be filtered out by a procedure. Although even there, as stated in my earlier post, who would care about one peso in the end if it is an obvious mistake (or wasn’t it?).
But while writing this, again, I feel like in all this consumer type business has become too anonymous, too much about presuming people have bad intentions instead of just serving customers in a human, person-to-person, personal way.
And it seems that organizations, the large organizations that have proceduralized everything, seem to forget that people have the ability to think and have the ability to make good decisions. And the people, the employees, seem to have forgotten also that they can think and make decisions, and oppose to the procedures that are just too much, or maybe more oppose to the too strict implementation of those procedures.
Looking forward to your thoughts on this, or maybe you can at least talk about it, as we are all involved in this, as an employee, customer or otherwise.
Tired after a long trip
I am tired after quite a long travel day where I and many others had to wait quite a long time for the ferry to bring us from Cebu to Negros. But I keep thinking about the teachings of Abraham Hicks, especially where he states that many, many things need to line up to make things happen and I am starting to trust more and more that thing happen for a reason and I am trusting Infinite Intelligence more and more to give and bring me the things I need and want. And today it meant I was not so worried that I woke up a little later than planned and that I was held up a little longer in the hotel than I wanted. And I was right, because the moment I arrived at the bus terminal a bus was waiting for me, a bus about to leave, that indeed left five or ten minutes after I arrived.
And there was more, as I found a seat that was perfect because it brought me into contact with some very nice people that even may be good contacts for the future. But even if it was just for today, or today and tomorrow or something, it was a good contact.
And yes, I was annoyed as there was no ferry, that we had to wait an awful lot of time for the ferry to arrive, only to find out that it didn’t leave because the weather was still too bad. But again, the reason was probably that I had to meet Rony (not sure about the spelling of his name) from Norway, with whom I had a very nice conversation and who seemed very close to me as a person.
And yes, I’m still a bit annoyed as I probably have to extend my stay in Dumaguete, meaning I have to let John wait for my arrival. But yes, there must be good reasons for that, as it seems that if I just listen to my inner voice things just turn out to be right.
So yes, trust your inner voice and follow it and you can’t go wrong.
