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Amazing

It seems something amazing has happened to me. As where before I tried to finish the things I planned for a day or the things I promised, now I actually do finish them. Or at least do them. And I even finish things that somewhere during the day appear impossible. Like when a week ago the electricity went off somewhere in the evening, I felt like I wouldn’t be able to finish my posts. As often when the electricity goes off at that time it will be somewhere the next morning when it is fixed. So I somehow accepted that I couldn’t finish the things I had planned for the day and went to bed. But the electricity came back around 5 am the next morning and somehow I noticed and finished my posts at that time. And it felt a bit like cheating, but of course it wasn’t.

And today I had a similar experience as I had planned to work on a letter, preferably finishing it. And I didn’t know where the draft was and I needed that draft to at least do ‘something’. And I couldn’t find the draft where I expected it to be, so I felt kind of desperate, but somehow it showed up and I was able to work on it and produce a ‘final draft’, which was within how I stated what I had planned to do. And it feels like Infinite Intelligence is starting to help me with this, as normally I wouldn’t have had the opportunity to finish my posts early in the morning, like being aware the electricity was back and act on it, or just find this document where it was not in the place where it was supposed to be. And right now I can’t even recall where I found it. It feels like it just came to me so I could finish it.

So no, I’m not happy, I’m not there yet. But no matter how bad I can still feel, something seems to have changed, for the good.

And remember, this all came from my deepest down one and a half year ago and with starting making the bed every day.

It’s starting

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So where do I stand right now? I still certainly don’t feel successful, especially as my financial situation is still not good and as my partner went away again two weeks ago, very angry. And while I kept going very well since he left, better than ever, yesterday I kind of collapsed emotionally.

But still, somehow my self confidence has grown enormously since my deep down one and a half year ago, the period where the ideas of Napoleon Hill came to me in the form of a book given to me, the book Think and Grow Rich. And somehow these ideas, or at least working from these ideas, from this book, seem to start making sense. And no, it’s not the only book that gave me ideas to work from, but somehow it was the starting point.

So yes, I was very down yesterday. But imagine, yesterday, not the whole two weeks I was alone, where before I was much more affected with these type of things. And also, the idea of definite purpose and not changing decisions (too easily) makes life much easier, including stating dates and stuff and what I am willing to give. As e.g. I now don’t have to think so much anymore when people are asking me things like what I want and why I want it. As it’s just all written down in my desire document and everything that happens to me just gets its place in the ideas that written down there. And I really mean everything that happens to me, positive or negative. As the negatives I just turn into positives, into opportunities. That is my mindset now.

And somehow it is starting to pay off, as today I had some discussions about business, really large business, business in the sense of the things Napoleon Hill writes about in Think and Grow Rich. And somehow these things came to me, I did not really search for it or did effort for it. So indeed there seems to be something like Infinite Intelligence or Law of Attraction that goes beyond what we can see. But the main thing I felt today was more self confidence, like just stating what I want, without excuses or anything, even if it is unreasonable. And apparently just the way I talk about things, just the way how I want things, just stating what I want to happen seems to make an enormous impression on other people. And again, I’m not forcing it, it just comes natural, it’s just the result of the process I’ve been in for the last few years.

So no, I definitely don’t feel successful yet. But something did change, and it is changing big. And yes, of course I am also still scared, but different.

Thank you Lord!

Silence

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“In the silence of the heart God speaks. If you face God in prayer and silence, God will speak to you. Then you will know that you are nothing. It is only when you realize your nothingness, your emptiness, that God can fill you with Himself. Souls of prayer are souls of great silence.” ― Mother Teresa

Dealing with big powerful companies

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Well, I’m trying to see my internet connection problems as opportunity, because what is happening to me now with my internet is exactly what Inspiration for Success is partly about: big companies not being human or customer friendly anymore.

But not easy again and no success in sight, sitting in an internet cafe as both my service providers can’t deliver internet at my house at the moment. And I tend to be sarcastic about it, like “Is this progress” and maybe it is as I guess they are trying to serve the (growing) mobile internet market. But for me it is very inconvenient and costly and annoying.

So let’s see where this goes, and remember, it’s not about Smart and Globe, but more about Philippine culture and large companies not being able to serve customers as humans anymore.

And I want to share one link now where I will share more of my story with Smart, as of the moment not even having understood my letter it seems: https://www.facebook.com/fairusagepolicypldtsmartbro/.

Enough for now as I am very short on time and have also some business issues to settle as running an internet business without internet is not easy. And that’s also why we have two connections, but that doesn’t seem to be enough, but fortunately there is still a third and more solutions, like now an internet cafe with a good connection.

What is good about this?

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I often think of the teachings of Abraham Hicks and one of the things in my mind from him is “What is good about this?”, a question he suggests to ask if things happen to you that are bad or if you are in a situation that is not to your liking.

And the last few days were not really to my liking as it has been raining for days now, or maybe even a week here meaning ‘everything’ is wet, like hard to do the laundry and such. Also last night and this morning there was no internet. Probably also partly because of the weather. And that affects me a lot, business wise and private. So that’s why I am now in an internet cafe doing work and write my posts and such.

So what is good about this I am asking myself. Well, good was that I finally finished my letter to Smart about their misleading Fair Usage Policy that in practice is a volume limit on unlimited plans, where ‘misleading’ is a very nice term for what they are actually doing. And it was kind of funny as I didn’t feel like doing it until I had no internet and couldn’t do the things I wanted to do. So their own service in this case went against them, although I’m quite sure they wouldn’t want their service as bad as I and many other users are experiencing based on this policy.

Another good thing is that while starting this post I realized I didn’t feel as bad as this morning when I woke up and don’t feel as bad as I should looking at the situation I am in right now.

But still, this whole weather and internet thing is not really inspiring and I have no clue why all of this is happening to me. But yes, I am starting to believe that there are reasons why things are happening to me, especially after I realized that all the bad things I experienced last week like delays and missing flights ended up in very good things.

So maybe this letter to Smart is just the road to some good things, to connections I need as not everybody would write a letter like this to the CEO of Smart. Or people would just read it and support me with my cause to find ways to make big organizations serve people again instead of the other way around.

And yes, everything at the moment makes me also evaluate where I am, how I got here and how to get to places and situations and I life that I really want.

But that I would prefer to do in the open, in this site as I promised to give when starting this site, and for that I need internet. Although of course I could also write things down in Word and copy it to the site whenever I have access to internet.

And no real inspiration stuff here right now, but maybe this post might just convince you to give me some feedback, any feedback on what external inspiration would help you achieve your goals in life.

Looking forward to your comments.